I haven’t even been on my personal tumblr In about a week or so. As you guys saw from my post that had to do with my sister — ( If you didn’t see It then you can view It here just excuse all my typos. ) I have had my hands tied.
Between trying to focus on moving, dealing with my depression,still grieving from the loss of my grandmother, dealing with my sister and more recently trying to deal with my long distance relationship. Which seems to of gotten harder now that his ex- fling Is trying desperately to convince me he Is cheating. I mean, he’s In another country so I can’t be naive and say this Is untrue.
But only someone truly heartless could be the way he Is with me AND be cheating. I pay attention to everything and a relationship Is built on trust. My Instincts aren’t screaming to me that It’s true so I’m not making a big deal. I notice closer to the time I am to be going to Iceland, she decides to stir her finger In our relationship.
So, with all of this said there has been so much going on It’s unbearable. Most all I do lately Is facebook. . And not even to talk to people unless It’s to say happy birthday. Good days and bad days are had. But, overall It’s a one step at a time thing.
With too many things In mind to really try and dive head first. That said, It’s almost cancer season, My birthday Is In 11 days. I would like to start posting a least a few times a day again once that starts.
Also, If you guys will please cross your fingers for me that my passport will FINALLY get here within the next week or two. Preferably the next week.
By the way thank you to all the newest followers who have come and followed this blog though It has been Inactive lately. <3 Hope not to disappoint any of you.