I’ve not died,I’m still here — lol.
I haven’t even been on my personal tumblr In about a week or so. As you guys saw from my post that had to do with my sister — ( If you didn’t see It then you can view It here just excuse all my typos. ) I have had my hands tied.
Between trying to focus on moving, dealing with my depression,still grieving from the loss of my grandmother, dealing with my sister and more recently trying to deal with my long distance relationship. Which seems to of gotten harder now that his ex- fling Is trying desperately to convince me he Is cheating. I mean, he’s In another country so I can’t be naive and say this Is untrue.
But only someone truly heartless could be the way he Is with me AND be cheating. I pay attention to everything and a relationship Is built on trust. My Instincts aren’t screaming to me that It’s true so I’m not making a big deal. I notice closer to the time I am to be going to Iceland, she decides to stir her finger In our relationship.
So, with all of this said there has been so much going on It’s unbearable. Most all I do lately Is facebook. . And not even to talk to people unless It’s to say happy birthday. Good days and bad days are had. But, overall It’s a one step at a time thing.
With too many things In mind to really try and dive head first. That said, It’s almost cancer season, My birthday Is In 11 days. I would like to start posting a least a few times a day again once that starts.
Also, If you guys will please cross your fingers for me that my passport will FINALLY get here within the next week or two. Preferably the next week.
By the way thank you to all the newest followers who have come and followed this blog though It has been Inactive lately. <3 Hope not to disappoint any of you.
For those of you who dread their birthday as much as I do.
68.
Please excuse my typos.
It’s only 20 after eight, I haven’t been to sleep. I’ve also needless to say,had a pretty long day and night.
I would appreciate If you guys took the time to read, though you don’t have too.
I just want to give a little Insight In why I was so pissed off. Yesterday afternoon my sister was outback raking leaves In the yard. We were getting ready for the cookout we were supposed to be having today/tomorrow. Whilst she was doing that, she ended up being attacked by behind and my brothers found her laying In the backyard, with a HUGE knot on her head. The first two photos are before (believe It or not AFTER the swelling had gone down and the second photos are the aftermath)
She suffered a severe concussion(memory loss Included) with tons of bruising (what’s shown In the photos and some not shown) Honestly, we have been dealing with these kids In this neighborhood for far too long. To be completely honest with you, It’s been an on going thing for the three years we have lived here. We have never lived In one place for longer than a year and a half to two years at the most. The one time we’re trying to settle In from the very FIRST week we moved here, we have been harassed, constantly. Police at no help. But I do not understand just how the fuck people have NO life.
Why they make It a mission to talk, spread rumors or even physically place their hands on someone. They hoped the fence to attack my sister while she had her back turned, and then scattered like the cowards they are/were the second someone else who hadn’t had their backs turned showed their face. They destroyed our privacy fence and worst of all put my sister In the hospital. As of now, she’s home In bed and I haven’t been to bed yet because I have been watching after her and I have been doing everything to make sure she’s comfortable.
My sister Is one of the smartest, funniest, talented and realest 16year olds you’ll come across. Her major Is dancing, she can play almost any Instrument she picks up, she’s INCREDIBLY strong (physically, but mentally as well) Honestly she did not deserve to have that happen. Nor would or does any other kid. I don’t know how to say It without sounding cliche but being a bully can do more damage than a little. When you bully someone you may as well of attacked them physically as well. What exactly Is the different minus a few bruises? Not to mention It was a guy (or a few guys) who attacked her.
Anyway, I just wanted to share. These are not the most flattering photos of my sister (obviously) and It’s not exactly the easiest to look at. But It shouldn’t of happened. We should not have to deal with this when we have our own privacy fence and we’ve never since day one done a damn thing to things kids In the neighborhood to deserve this kind of trauma and or heartache of having this happen to my sister.I don’t care If everyone or no one reads this… I just thought this was Important to get off my chest..
This Is a personal post, and because I will be taking care of my sister posts on here will be scarce. Please excuse me and understand this Is family and It’s Important that I make sure I’m doing my part In making sure she’s comfortable, she’s sleeping okay or not slipping Into any ‘deep’ sleeps…
